(by Lina Scheynius)
So while running yesterday my main chant to keep going was “remember apathy (and boredom)” I hate doing nothing in lab it makes me go mad. Am I really spending my youth here sitting around? Primers come quick before my brain implodes.
It’ll be better if I stop putting myself into others shoes and start thinking for myself - What’s best for me in the long run. Don’t fail don’t fall just stay out of any mess and drama.
Yesterday as I was out shopping I heard a song that almost made me vomit in disgust. I know I know what I want but most of all I know what I need. It’s time to be strong and stand up for it. Don’t give up the fight ade, you’ve already come so far.
Yesterday’s home group was one of the best sessions I’ve had w fellow brothers & sisters in Christ. And the words each of them said struck me really deep.
” Have faith and keep persevering in what you’re doing”
” Being stuck in the eye of a tornado”
” Basking in the goodness and presence of God with a sudden change in temperature from cold to warmth”
” God/teacher watching over your back and being pleased with me for being a good student”
Currently One of them is extremely applicable I didn’t say it out but it was all too true. And the night before I just dreamt about God telling me out loud to have patience in my wait.
Thank you. I needed this
Smart people are the worst I can’t help to like them. There are times when I stop to admire the brilliance of ideas I want to kiss brain that formed that thought and say thank you, I admire your existence.
No stress no worries no hate no negativity just love love love till you die. The happiest girl/lady is the luckiest girl/lady on earth