Reached the point on my life where I begin to ask ,”Wait, what is the point of xx and zy when it matters not after 10 years.” I’ll give an exception to food but in so many things now I have to only start investing in areas that matter. I like this new frame of mind - certainly helps me priorities my time and efforts better. Plus It helps me achieve my goals in every small step. I’m not only going to stop at enjoying all these things in life, I’m going to take it a step further to do so with zest and seriousness. seriously pack my room, seriously cook, seriously read, seriously sing, seriously play my guitar and even seriously shop. How could I ever had once found life so bland??!?
its really all too easy to sound depressed, melancholic and jaded w people, work, love, life and gain resonance that way but its unproductive in itself and adds no value. i feel like the challenge for many forms of arts - be it music, literature, visual art etc is to be hopeful without sounding shallow. deep based joy would be what the world at large needs.
in an alternate life i would really love to be an interior designer with customers who would give me free reign over the design and unlimited cash to let my creativity run wild. ah cannot overstate how i love doing all this creative work. mum & dad are making me so jealous w furniture & light shopping.
INTERIORS FOR TODAY | Franco Magnani ©1974
Planning & Remodeling Bathrooms | Sunset Books ©1975
Yay I hope my “I really don’t feel like eating” and “I can’t stand food pics right now” mood occurs 5-6 days a week. I honestly think eating too much outside food w all that grease and fat and sugar and unhealthy crap just makes me feel averse towards food. UP to my health and my body and figure.
Richard Wright - Untitled (2014)
to love is to sacrifice, to be vulnerable in your emotions, time and resource.
and crazy times ahead. i wanna fast forward away september and october.
there is so much to enjoy in life. in spite of what happened of late, i cannot say that I am unhappy. In fact, there is no place and no situation i’d rather be in than here and now. its really exciting to live day by day- learning experimenting eating loving cooking exercising playing music etc etc. im so so content and really happy.